vent of the day: i hate insurance!

and I can't wait to get my greedy little hands on some provera to end this cycle. Still waiting on the doctor's office for the official okay to take it, after bloodwork done yesterday. It's not even three yet, but I want to call unless they forgot about me, but I also don't want to be that patient.

i think i may have given the false impression that i was upset about dr. f. I don't really care, at least not today, that she is one of those kind of doctors. I had the most amazing ob when i was pregnant, and my fertility specialist prior to pregnancy last time around was pretty great, too. I had been warned that doctors at this office were much less warm and much more businesslike, so I wasn't surprised.

i'm thinking, maybe this time around, at this stage in the game (early, yes, I know....I'm hoping that some of you who've been ttc much longer than me don't resent my early stage angst--though I also want to say that while we've only been doctor-visit-style ttc since Oct, we've not prevented pregnancy since Nov. 04 and I stopped b/f in May, so I may not be quite as new to this as some of you may think....), I'm fine with the cold pro. Once I get to Texas in a few months I imagine if we're still ttc I'll maybe want someone a bit more warm and fuzzy.

who knows.

CD 99 (#$%@!)
Metformin 1500mg
hopefully provera, day 1 tonight!!!!